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Tuesday, September 22, 2015

Babysitting...

Salam guys...
Happy school holiday.
Well, we're not going anywhere for now.
But my 24/7 is now full again with Young-Lady around.
Rindu...rindu jgk.
Tapi bila dh jumpa...gaduh aje lah keje we all.
Kids! Harta dunia akhirat.
Fight as much as we want but we will always be one.
Sincerely...your Ummi.  ^_^

Finally, I have a roomate again. Yaayyy!!!




Seriously, letih sebenarnya melayan cik kak sorang tu. It really helps when her cousin is there to play with. Sigh!

While Young-Man will always treasure his time with sleep. Bangun paling lama pun around 15mins je then dah ngantuk balik. Ha ha ha

How contra they are aite?
Still I love 'em both equally. Mmuah!


Wednesday, September 16, 2015

Brief info of IJN's procedure

Salam guys!!!
Ok...I received so many emails asking me da details about IJN.
First of all, thx for dropping by. 
Well based on da questions dat I got...I believe some of you might have a heart problem but not necessarily on valve issue.
Apa yg I tau mmg tak ramai yang ada masalah valve kat sana.
Selalunya I akan jumpa individu yang mempunyai saluran sempit atau blocking.
And yup...most of them are in their golden age.
So patient yang muda2 like me kat sana adalah golongan minoriti. huhu
Cuma, I can assure you dat we will dealing with da same process after da surgery.
So wut I'm about to write dis few seconds will be valid to all heart patient.
Hope it'll help da way you guys wish to.  ^_^


I did my monthly check up at KPJ JB since 2011.
It was my doc, Doctor Shahrom Ujang who urged me to go for a surgery right after my confinement period.
Since my workplace, UTM membenarkan refer letter dari hospital swasta yang mempunyai pakar...I proceed with my Doc reference.
Kena check jugak dengan Organisasi masing2 sbb ada yang hanya meluluskan GL through refer letter from Govt Hosp.
Kalau tak nanti akan timbul masalah waktu pendaftaran awal uolls semua di IJN.
Dah dtg jauh2 then bila register staff mintak RM500 sebab GL tak valid, sakit hati kot. 



After registration uolls akan berjumpa dgn Doc mengikut kepakaran masing2.
Semuanya bergantung pada refer letter yang uolls bawak from Personal Doctor jugak whether it's special or general.
Cuma apa yang I tau kebanyakan kes from Govt Hosp akan dirujuk di Hosp Serdang. (from other patient story lah)
As for me, my Personal Doc happened to know well with da CEO of IJN, Dato' Dr. Azhari Yakub.
He is also da number 1 valve specialist in Malaysia, so mmg rezeki I lah. 
After I've been checked by Dato' he picked a date for me to check in to Hospital.
Masa tu I tak sangka jarak masa cuma seminggu je for me to check in sbb selalunya you have to wait for a long list to que.
Again, semuanya bergantung pada rezeki masing2.



Bila sampai tarikh check in, you guys have to bring ur own cloth.
Preferably front button shirt so senang nak buat dressing after surgery nanti.
They won't be giving you their hosp uniform like typical hospital do, except when u're ready for ur surgery and in ICU.
The rest u'll be using ur own clothes to ensure ur comfort.
Bawak baju pun tak perlu banyak2 kot coz they have laundry service there.
Pilih aje lah, nak bayar or self service...semua ada.
Kalau yg dekat pulak boleh aje suruh waris tukar stock 2 3 hari sekali.
selalunya lepas 3 hari check in uolls akan dpt the exact date of ur surgery samada tomorrow or da day after tomorrow.
Then bermulalah healing process yang maha mencabar. huk huk huk



To all heart patient, small pillow is a MUST item to have after surgery.
Sebab bila kita sedar lepas pembedahan, paru2 akan mula bertindak balas with a big amount of anesthetics given.
So they will be coughing with phlegm period which I mmg tak sanggup nak hadap.
Sakit uolls, rasa nak terbukak dada bila batuk.
Da pillow is used to support ur chest area by holding it tightly while u cough.
Disamping tu uolls pun kena buat physiotherapy utk melancarkan peredaran darah ke seluruh badan.
Just a normal walking, stairs climbing, cycling and small weight lifting.
Semangat kena kuat, need to be positive always so u will recover well and quickly.



Waris yg menjaga hanya seorang pd satu masa, tak kira lelaki atau perempuan.
Cuma diharapkan spy memilih penjaga yang ready to do anything for you and cheer you up no matter when or how.
Penting untuk elakkan stress sebab u'll be down with pain throughout ur whole body.
I was accompanied by husband sendiri so mmg takde masalah dari semua segi.
Ye lah, ur other half...da 'bestest' fren in ur life. Mmg dia aje yang paling arif with how to handle his 'property'.
Makan minum patient mmg disediakan dengan menu pilihan tapi penjaga masing2 kena cari makan sendiri.
Don't worry, kat level bawah ada foodcourt and shopping center mcm kat airport tu utk cari makan.
Tapi biasanya Husbeast malas nak meround so dia order sekali dengan menu provider yang bagi form untuk I pilih menu.



When it's time to sleep, penjaga diberi pilihan samada nak guna kerusi malas atau katil lipat.
Cuma untuk bilik 4 orang, I dgr cerita hanya kerusi malas dibenarkan.
Macam I, while I was in ICU Husbeast letak depo to put me in 2 person room so I memang terus duduk di ward 2 orang. 
Then after a few days he upgraded it to 1 person room sbb our relatives rajin datang melawat ramai2.
Untuk bilik jenis ni, katil disediakan untuk penjaga.
Lebih selesa, lebih luas and mmg hari2 we all dapat tetamu to live up our day.
Dat is one of da reason Husbeast sentiasa bersemangat wpun kena jaga org sakit and I pulak boleh pulih dengan cepat.
Waktu melawat adalah pukul 12.30 - 1.30 pm, dewasa sahaja.
If you bring kids with you, waktu melawat adalah pukul 6 - 8 pm.
When it's time for you to check out, nurses will explain everything you need to know or do back at home.
U'll be notified with da date of ur next review which mine will be in dis coming October.
Seriously, can't wait for it. ~luvliness.




Wednesday, September 9, 2015

My first outing during recovery

Hi again allsss.
Eh! muncul lagi entry baru ye? Ha ha ha
Dis is wut we call as BOREDOM!
Selalunya time2 mcm ni I tengah bergaduh dgn Young-Lady sbb kacau I nak tidokan Young-Man.
Now dia xde...tak sampai 10 minit tidokan, Young-Man dah pun terlelap.
Then I blank xtau nak buat apa.
My mom and dad mmg jenis tido awal coz diorang bangun awal gila.
I pulak selalunya lepas subuh mesti nak tido balik, xtau knp. (malas sebenarnya. kah kah kah)
So...I hadap la TV sorang2.
Sumtimes rancangan TV pun xmenarik perhatian sgt khenn.
Buat I terasa gatal nak menaip pulak.
Meh la baca bebelan I ye guys. Huk huk huk


Last month...on da week of our National Day, me and my family went to KL.
We were attending my cousin's wedding at Dewan Perdana Felda.
By all means MakUda I dah lega lah coz all his children now are married.
Mak Uda I kata berbakul jgk doa dia panjatkan utk daughter dia yg sorang ni.
Alhamdulillah...makbul, dah xpening2 lagi with choices.
Ye lah, org comey...ramai yg berkenan.
Kemain susah dia nak decide which one is da best. 
Sampaikan MakUda I pun ikut pening sekali tgk anak dia pening.
Acaner???
Apa pun tahniah Kak Yan, semuanya dah selamat.
And Bali for a honeymmoon? Nice pick cuzzy.







It was my 1st family outing after surgery.
And I got soooo many compliments from all my relatives telling me dat I look healthy.
Well, I am...and I feel awesome.
Thank God I got better each day.
Sadly I couldn't wait long as Young-Man started to show signs of discomfort.
Duduk dalam Dewan, bila band gamelan start perform harus bergema.
Terpaksalah we all mintak diri early than the others.
So a bunch of relatives yg sampai lewat sikit xdpt lah we all nak jumpa.
Nak jumpa pengantin pun xsempat uolllsss! 
We stayed at The Zone Residences coz da next day mudah nak ke Keramat utk majlis belah pihak lelaki pulak.



Settle hantar pengantin, family yg lain masing2 back to their hometown lah.
While my family bermalam sehari lagi at my Paksu's house at Bukit Jelutong.
Bila I update location through my Insta, xsemena2 dpt message.
One of my Umrah's buddy expressed her wish to meet us.
This lovely girl is still single and I dah anggap mcm adik I sendiri.
Si Azreen ni dulu rapat sgt dgn Young-Lady, so she wanted to meet her again badly.
And she also wanted to meet my Young-Man yg I simpan dlm perut time kitorang buat Umrah sama2 dulu.
Happy betul I rasa dpt jumpa lagi adik I yg sorang tu.
Terasa rindu pulak nak Umrah together2 lagi.
   

Monday, September 7, 2015

Away for a reason...

I'm writing again! Cliche sgt dis phrase khenn?
Well since Young-Lady started back her long school break with permission I finally have a lot of time to spare.
I am now living at my parent's in Kluang with Young-Man (my 5mths old son).
While Husbeast and Young-Lady carry on their daily routine back in JB.
Missing my Young-Lady every minute of every day but she really need to be in school for her own good.
Missing her dad even more but a husband gotta do wut a husband gotta do. 
And I won't be working till dis comin 12th October due to a very long mc.
Sounds great? Not really if you guys know why. Hu hu hu



I bet many of you kinda 'yawn' with my blog.
Sekejap ada...pastu xde. Then sekejap ada balik...pastu lamaaaa xde lagi.
Well, I have a very good reason for my absent.
As I had mention before in my previous entry dat I was sick so bad around 2011. 
And dis year...after my second pregnancy, I need to undergo a major heart surgery.
Am I serious? Yup!
Did I feel anything? Of course!
It was an openheart surgery...a major one.
And da surgery took place at Institut Jantung Negara.
So yeah...I was scared to death.
But thank god despite being traumatize by a total of 2 major operation, I'm now in a very very good condition.
Da healing process looks great and I feel healthy again.



Yup, you read it right...they opened up my chest for 2 times coz da 1st one didn't really succeed.
I got 3 valves dat need to be repaired and so they did.
But sadly...one of them was still leaking so they had to open up my chest again to fix it.
Berkampung la I and Husbeast dekat IJN for a month.
I was warded time bln puasa, beraya dekat hospital then lepas hampir 3 minggu raya baru doc bagi I checkout.
Seriously...memang sedih gila I rasa sepanjang duduk dekat hospital.
Dah la baru habis pantang, terpaksa tinggalkan baby.
Then I dgn Husbeast pulak mmg jenis yg tak pernah berenggang dgn anak.
Biasanya kemana2 pun we all akan angkut anak sekali, so bila terpaksa tinggalkan both with my parents mmg touching manjang we all rasa.
Every night bermesej, video call, or everything je yg boleh to get in touch.






Lucky me Husbeast was da one who took care of my everything there.
Bila husband sendiri yg jaga semangat nak pulih tu mmg lain.
Ye lah...when I missed my children, I cried and then he hugged me.
When I was in a great pain, I whine and then he hugged me.
When I felt like throwing a tantrum, he calmed me down and then he hugged me.
Wutever attitude I was in he will still always be there to hug me.
Mmg kurang sungguh rasa sakit yg I tanggung bila hari2 husband sendiri mandikan, siapkan, suapkan makan, picit2kan badan and bangun tak kira masa bila I rasa xselesa malam2 buta.
I'm sooo thankful to be his wife.
With no doubt he will be My forever King. ~luvliness.



Anyhow...dalam pd sedih2 and rindu rinduan, we did have lots of good times while staying there.
We made frens with doctors and nurses.
Met some wonderful therapist and staffs.
Shared our experiences and stories with other patients.
Even some of cleaners there were great in helping us to master the ins and outs of IJN.
But da best part of being hospitalized for such a long time was seeing my family gave their full support and showered me with their love.
We got frequent visits from them and 24/7 calling + texting to make sure me and Husbeast got everything we need.
So needless to say it's an unfortunate event coz my test really came with a rainbow. 
All these beautiful peeps have cast away my sorrow with their attention and kindness.
They have really made me miss my time of hospitalization.










Yeah...we miss IJN...A LOT!!!
And I miss da room of A356 Zone2, da place where I witnessed da sacrifices and an unconditional love from a husband, had a good chat with nurses, laughed so hard with funny doctors and received an endless support from my family members. 
Me and Husbeast are looking fwd to attend my upcoming checkup in October.
We'd like to embrace once again da place dat brought so much wonderful memories in our life.
So precious dat we couldn't stop ourself from repeating our story to both our children.
We want them to value all da great things in their lives.
They may not get it now, but they will when they big enuff to think.
Da test dat given was more like a gift for us.
So, Thankyou Allah for your special gifts. 
Alhamdulillah...we made it through.



p/s: all da pics while I was in IJN are randomly selected from my family WhatsApp group. Quality may differ from one another.